PREGNANT!!!

SHHHHH! I am pregnant! NO ONE knows!! I found out yesterday on November 9th. I woke up and took a pregnancy test. It was positive but very faint! I took another one this morning and it showed up right away... PREGNANT! 

I have not told daddy or your brother or sister because I want to make it special! Today I picked up some balloons and we did a little photo shoot.. I took the kids picture in front of a sign that said.. THANKFUL for ANOTHER SIBLING. I want to tell the family on Thanksgiving! I will probably tell the kids and daddy tomorrow!!!

It almost doesn't feel real! We have waited a LONG time for you!!! So many people would tell me go to the doctor... take medications so it doesn't take so long to get pregnant! In my head and heart I knew to trust in GOD! Trust in His timing for my children and family... Never jump ahead and do God's work before He can. He continually blesses our family and is faithful! 

Today was the day that my thoughts and actions have changed... I think about you in all I do. For my body is not mine now.. Its yours! I am in charge of growing you and keeping you safe and healthy! I will promise to do that for you... why?... Because I am already in love with you! I am thinking about you. Wondering about or life together. Thinking about your little heart and organs. Thinking about if you are a boy or girl! Thinking about how amazing  God is to have made my body to grow you in it! I am SO THANKFUL!!!!

I love you little one.. at only 4 weeks you are a cluster of cells... Oh, How i love you!