PREGNANT!!!

SHHHHH! I am pregnant! NO ONE knows!! I found out yesterday on November 9th. I woke up and took a pregnancy test. It was positive but very faint! I took another one this morning and it showed up right away... PREGNANT! 

I have not told daddy or your brother or sister because I want to make it special! Today I picked up some balloons and we did a little photo shoot.. I took the kids picture in front of a sign that said.. THANKFUL for ANOTHER SIBLING. I want to tell the family on Thanksgiving! I will probably tell the kids and daddy tomorrow!!!

It almost doesn't feel real! We have waited a LONG time for you!!! So many people would tell me go to the doctor... take medications so it doesn't take so long to get pregnant! In my head and heart I knew to trust in GOD! Trust in His timing for my children and family... Never jump ahead and do God's work before He can. He continually blesses our family and is faithful! 

Today was the day that my thoughts and actions have changed... I think about you in all I do. For my body is not mine now.. Its yours! I am in charge of growing you and keeping you safe and healthy! I will promise to do that for you... why?... Because I am already in love with you! I am thinking about you. Wondering about or life together. Thinking about your little heart and organs. Thinking about if you are a boy or girl! Thinking about how amazing  God is to have made my body to grow you in it! I am SO THANKFUL!!!!

I love you little one.. at only 4 weeks you are a cluster of cells... Oh, How i love you!

Dreams

We are still waiting for you!!! This has definitely been a test of patience! We have been waiting over a year now! We trust in God and in His timing... Its just hard when we want you so bad!!

Mommy dreamed about you twice last week.... I dreamed that I had a positive pregnancy test. It seemed so REAL. Then I woke up:( I know its getting close. Hopefully soon we can start growing you in my belly!!!


 I LOVE YOU

Ariel

Timothy's latest is saying he wants a baby boy or girl.... and no matter what it is he wants it to be named ARIEL!!

We are ready!

SO its official... I believe your Daddy and I are ready to start trying for you! We are just going to casually see what happens and we know its all in God's timing! We are so excited....

You are SO LOVED ALREADY!

When I think about creating you it makes me cry! You will probably be our last baby and I just enjoy being a mommy and having little ones around so much! 

I love you sweet little one...

You are my dream waiting to come true!!!!

wanted

My sweet baby...

Your big brother asked me the other day to out a baby in my belly! He is asking for you! Then he asked for a baby brother or sister! He said he would take both!

Almost every day he asks for a baby to come in my belly! He asked me the other if he should ask heaven or Jesus for you!!! He loves you already! Just as your daddy and I do! Only God knows when the right timing will be to create you. I am so excited for that timing! Even though we are not ready just yet... we think of you, we love you, and I am praying for your health! I LOVE YOU already my sweet child. You are so wanted!

PS- If you are a boy Timmy wants to name you Jake. If you are a girl he wants to name you Kyla! HAHAHA

God knows you already:)

You are NOT even born.... You are NOT even in my belly.... You are NOT even created yet....

 In Jeremiah 1:5, God says:

"Before I formed you in the womb I knew you, and before you were born I consecrated you; I appointed you a prophet to the nations."

My sweet baby.. My sweet child... boy or girl only God knows:)... Your daddy and I ALREADY love you and pray that we can create you one day! You are already a dream, a wish, a prayer!!! 

Just like your siblings your daddy and I want you and pray for you before you are even created! Only our good Lord knows you! I cant wait to meet you one day!!!


I LOVE YOU.... Mommy